June 23rd, 2001

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the Cornell dream again

so we went out for sushi tonight, and i feel a lot better. But I took a nap this afternoon, and had the cornell dream again. It's still bothering me, I guess, and it's strong because I'm working a project that is more important than what I do for a living now. Cornell represents the part of my life where I took the 180 degree turn on my path. My flight tomorrow was rebooked later in the day and I have more time to prep, but I'm all jittery because of this. Part of me says what the hell am I doing, and part of me says I've done enough for the world, I don't need to accomplish more. inside is my dream...
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